Let's start with me. I am not that puppy though.......just saying. But what if I am?
Firstly, I am watching myself blossom into a beautiful woman which i never thought possible. Ridden with so much insecurities, did not feel loved, appreciated and most of all not beautiful enough. I got so used to feeling down that I felt the need to counter every positive compliment. Like oh, you got really white teeth and no straight thanks, my teeth is not white, you should check out Temi's. Typical ME.
What baffled me all the while was deep inside me I was pure with angelic thoughts towards all, wanting to reach out by all means regardless of the circumstances, but I was not getting the desired response. I just wanted to be loved.
What baffled me all the while was deep inside me I was pure with angelic thoughts towards all, wanting to reach out by all means regardless of the circumstances, but I was not getting the desired response. I just wanted to be loved.
Soon after, my vision changed, I just wanted to fit in, roll with the "big girls and guys" with supposed "high self esteem" to boost mine, wear the latest trend, put on a different accent, just work on my outside, ain't nobody got time for the inside. Damn, I lost me................................... All I was, now gone. No identity, what a life!!!!!
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