I have a big challenge and I need help and answers. Right before I got married, I was never one to get angry. Loving, innocent, respectful, dutiful, brilliant, naive, calm and all the positive features a lady should have, I had.
My husband was same before but everything changed once we were together, he did things wrongly to upset me, I repeat the same thing over and over again. I take to corrections quickly but he hardly ever does.
Oh yes, when I was pregnant, he treated me like a queen. Once baby is out, the whole attention shifts and I become invincible. Though, I get attention from other pple cos I am pretty like that, I blow them off cos I love my husband and cherish my family.....so much.
Overtime I noticed this behaviour pattern and I began to change as well, I was becoming like him. When i am weak and need to lean on him, he is so insensitive to my needs, I could care less about him. I always wanted to spend time with him but not any more.
I have only one heart and now I am a heart less, I hardly feel any more, I lost my smiley face, we fight...oh yes we do, maybe worse than mortal combat. He was ill the other day but I could care less. I had a heart meant to love and be loved, give and receive, be positive but now my heart is gone, a heart less.
Help me, what do I do.
Thanks,
Stranger.
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